Everyone has a 2 AM and a 2 PM personality.
give yourself over to the wolf. let it eat the parts of you that are sick, that are damaged beyond salvage. let the wolf in and let it clean house, and let it leave again. the wolf knows which parts must be swallowed. you do not need what it takes, and where it bites you the wounds will heal. let the wolf in and let it eat you, and let it leave again.
I don’t think you understand that you can literally rip my heart out and stomp on it and I’ll apologize for getting your shoes dirty